Originally Posted by
LucyTudeOn4Feet
I'm so so sorry to hear your Jules is gone. What a sweet boy he was, I loved when you posted things about him. You posted about his loss on the year anniversary of us deciding that it was Lucy's time. The night we let her go, I sobbed to my husband that I couldn't be in the house without her, so he took that first day off work, and we went out and did things. We went places we really didn't care about just so we wouldn't have to be in the empty house. That was really hard to face the house and daily life without her. It took months before I could talk about her without breaking down. It helped to look at pictures of her; I put together a calendar, and photo albums of her. I did it sobbing and crying, but I felt closer to her and the memories we had.
I hope that you are feeling a little relief from your grief at this time, but it's been not quite a month, so I know the hurt is still very cutting and profound. And it will take as long as it takes, and it evolves ever so slowly. My heart goes out to you, I'm sending you a hug in this message.
Godspeed, sweet Jules, please go run with Lucy for me.