Front paws up girl....

I had a dream last night. Dakota wanted to get up on the bed and as usual I said 'front paws up girl, mommy helps...' and she put up her front paws and let me lift her butt up onto the bed. That used to be an every day thing. A show of trust and connection between her and I. Long time ago we were redoing our bathroom and I had to use the downstairs shower. She always came along and when it was time to come back up she'd grab some piece of my clothing to carry upstairs. I'd say 'ok take it' and off she'd go. What a bond. I just can't believe it's been a week. I'm still like what the hell just happened I can't even believe how fast that happened. In reality it had been going on for a while and I just had no idea until she couldn't hide it anymore. It's raining tonight pretty heavy. Normally she'd be fast asleep next to me. I miss her.

It's very hard when those things that happened every day are no longer there. Hugs

I've had dreams about most of mine after they departed. Some were nice memory dreams but some were scary and vivid depictions of things that might have worried me but never happened.

i will say, good that it was a good dream.
my dreams after Penny passed were of her dying. I don't think I've had a good dream of her (that I can remember).

Sending virtual hugs :( it's just hard when they are gone


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Oh, hugs. Much of my daily schedule revolves around Kimber. Even when she's just at a neighbor's (like when we're about to go out of town), it feels sad when I don't do the usual things with her.

I too had dreams after I lost Cracker. He LOVED to play Frisbee and tennis ball. Gabe has absolutely no interest in either so I am left with only memories.

Sending hugs to you, hoping time and the good memories will fill in the hole in your heart. :image019: