You both will be in our thoughts this weekend. You can hold her and she will will be sedated and she will relax and it should be very peaceful for her. We are so sorry for your heartbreak. They are never with us long enough. John always says we know what we are signing up for when they are cuddly little furballs but I keep hoping even though I know better that this time it will be different and we have our whole lives together. Sigh- I wish we could give you a great big hug. It is not easy but it is the right, kind and compassionate thing to do.