I'm sorry you are having to go through this. It's not fair, it stinks.
Botox eh? A friend has been told he has atypical Parkinsons and the usual meds will not help him. But I wonder if Botox would? And another friend who is waiting to hear if her dizziness is indeed Parkinsons. Her Doctors think it is but her symptoms are, so far, only dizziness when she is ice skating. She can walk, drive the car, everything else is as it was.
Botox is like a miracle aid for so many things. Another lady I know gets injections for her severe migraines. It helps, but she wishes the injection sites used for migraines were the same ones as for wrinkles so she could get rid of them too. Are your fingers wrinkled? Did it plump them up? Hope you liked the little joke. Stay strong, but have a cry too, once in a while.